WARNING: CONTENT WILL OFFEND SOME
Suicide, why is this still a taboo subject? It gets talked about no where near enough, the most talk suicide gets is when you are sitting there with you pills, blade or noose, or after someone has already committed suicide. Just for reference I HATE that phrase, committed suicide, people commit crimes or commit murder.
The subject of suicide also gets a lot of vocal time from attention seekers, yes they are out there be warned, no not everyone who tells you they are considering suicide is an attention seeker. Its just that these attention seekers can contribute to the stigma around suicide and put in the mind of others that someone said they are considering but they won’t go through with it because they may have had experience with someone seeking attention previously. EVERY HUMAN is different, they are not all terrible (I do have to remind myself of that one constantly).
If you only consider suicide but you have people or things that are the reason you physically cannot do it then hold onto that, YOU ARE DOING SO WELL. I don’t suggest suffocating that person with your company etc because if you are anything like me and you thought they would be there for you in your down times and they are not, its not your fault some people are terrible humans. If you are seriously considering suicide, like actively making plans then get yourself help, if you know someone considering it, get them help. I have been to A LOT of concerts in my life and that message stuck, from every band that has a song written about their own suicidal thoughts or if they lost someone close to suicide. The world is not better off without you!
From the recent suicide in my family, I have been actively thinking of suicide. The thought that I don’t want my family to feel like I do (if they don’t already) is the only thing holding me back. I am dangerously close to the fact that if my emotions get the better of me then someone else will be feeling like this.
Suicide does not end the suffering, it ends your personal suffering, the inside torment but it just heightens the sadness in those who love you.
P.S. If you are a rapist then the world is better off without you